Surf-@-Wave

2009-05-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

Okay, dun moan and nagg, i finally blogged? LOL! recently too sick to even stay up... almost thought i got swine flu? LOL!

I checked the signs for swine flu on the memo that the school gave.. i almost checked all of them? WOAH!!! scary seh.. scarier thing is two person got flu while laughing with me and sing song with me during our library free period.. well namely dorothy and sheryl.. but heng jerome and wh they all bo tio.. wahahahs! Thank God that I'm finally healed and that He gave me energy to smile and jump around even though I was sick..

I ate and act as if I wasn't ill at all.. imagine a sick person eating Ben's & Jerry's ice-cream at home.. eat two flavours.. 3 servings.. and dunno how many packets of Dewberry biscuits in school.. well.. i got to control my makan=/

Lau Ma cooked soup today.. nice~ loved it and enjoyed it, really? oh welll i got to revise.. Study~=/

2009-03-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

I feel as if I cannot live a proper day without doing my Quiet Time with God=D Its really awesome to always be filled by God day by day! I am now really starting to work on applying His word into my life..

recently I've some thoughts and doubts about my future, but today I've decided to lift it all up to God. I know for that moment I'm getting impatient with God, =/? And today, I felt that I could do something about spreading about God during my oral, but I didnt do it.. and I really want to say that how I deal with problems is that I pray and run to God. That is all I do, hmm seem like a girly scene eh? But it is actually something that I want to do all the time=D

Tommorrow is training, I wanna go with an open and prepared heart=D And that this week would be and awesome week =D

lifting up the areas I've been holding on to myself to God=)

2009-03-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. its been long since i post? I'm kinda lazy to blog though? hahas! if anione got a nice simple blogskin can tell me? Just need to do up and touch this place up.

Aniway, its been really awesome especially how God has been working. And I want to start finding out more on my gifts and more about God's will in my life and begin to work on it. I feel that it issnt about how good life is but how good God is! hahas! I'm really beginning to enjoy serving God much much much more now! =D with people like xwl, zhonghua, charissa and many crazy people like Dwl and Mr chinny chin chin.. LOL! and also miss moo? and wilson and alica! its really really great! and not forgetting my small group! hahas! a whole bunch or crazy people!! muwahahahas! hey dun be sad if I didnt put your name here! But its really been great to have been growing with all you people! =D

I'm kinda working if my noisy brother=D learning to be patient=D
And my brother is one of the biggest obstacle I got to overcome AHAHAS!

1 corinthians 13;4-8
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge.

Jesus loves me... I love Jesus...

2009-03-02T06:56:00.000-08:00

Havent been blogging for ages, seriously ages man! hahas! cause i hardly got the time to? I just wanna praise God for my exam results.. i think its really awesome that i passed chinese!

I never thought i passed, cause miss choi told me the day before that I was really close, to pass=D. I felt that my results were not that bad? but there were paper i knew i did not do my best at all.. and i know that its stealing my best from God himself. And I want to start lah? Its abit hard lah? LOL! And project revival coming, and lesser time.. kan chiong leh? LOL!

Well? I'm trying to be a blessing to people around me! Bless you!
one way I'm gonna bless people is that when they sneeze "Ah Choo!" I will say "Bless you" =D

Goodnight. And show some respect to Mr "Choo" =D

2008-11-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

I have been listening to this song hahas! really powerful and i like it! Its titled Solid Rock by new life worship hahas! still trying to find the online version to put it here. lol! well recently i have been dotaing? But I read this book title "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" by Joshua Harris. Well apparently i'm a person who somehow can only concentrate at night. I spend time reading this book until 3am last night. Felt that it was a really good book, it not only talks about what God's standard of courtship is. It really speaks about how our relationship with God should be. Really learn alot from this book Heres a look at the book cover, go check it out if you're interested.

2008-11-01T08:53:00.001-07:00

Hey, its been long since i everever post. hahas! Just wanna tank!(lol!) Thank Aspiration for the surprise.. i seriously like it cause like we made a fool our ourselves in the restaurant. lol! i felt kinda funny eating the cake along. it would be good if we ate it together hahas! but i enjoyed it. and i wanna thank my small group for the bag and The PHS people for the chocolates lol! its good man.. hahas! i seriously didnt expect the surprise.. and thanks.. and yea.. i think i'm gonna go volunteer in an orphanage, anibody interested? give me a call, i will post pics on monday. need to wait for my laptop! Godbless people.!

2008-10-24T05:53:00.001-07:00

Today had math Paper 1? hahas! i felt that it was really good?
Seriously, I was really nervous? hahas! I was really shaking lah! lol! but all i want to say is that i really thank God. Even throught the process and how He has helped me to go through all this.

i will remember 2timothy1:7

2008-10-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

well, its long since i blogged.
feeling rather tired.. hahas.. o lvl math coming le, need to start studying somehow?
sian lah.. feeling woaaaHAAAHAAHAAHAAA!
lol! aniway.. i wun be blogging that much bah? hahas for this period of time nia.. but i promise=) i'll be back

2008-09-15T05:45:00.000-07:00

aw man, another tiring day in school? getting really worned out and beaten flat by studies bah? i got so much to prepare yet so little time?
GOD!!!! I need strength! and KAMBATEH!!! YOSH!
heehee I went for catering on sunday, my first time and I went there in wrong attire? hahas! Supposingly we were suppose to wear black YI tee with jeans and shoes, being my first time... I wore a white tee, definately not YI tee xD!!! and bermudas.. LOL! and shoes of course lol! i was o_O!!! why everybody wear samesame ah? lol! and then i realise.. lol! man, tiring lah.. on my way back i was dozing off lah heehee...

aniway today we where crazy, let the pics do the talking=)

2008-09-12T09:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry, I havent been blogging cause yea, not very good lah.. hahas!
Got back my prelim papers..
all I can say is that it sucks... i dun even have a B4? Pathetic... i dunno... but i seem to cant get out of this bother line marks thing? Pathetic lah.. well.. paper one shocked me cause i only get 46/80, pathetic lah.. just very discouraging...

then came paper 2, hoping i could reach my aims of getting A2? but pop! too bad, only 56/100? HAHAHA! i told victor about it and i am kinda like a total joke now?
HA HA HA!

played badminton today at SP with tim, Davin, Mu en, Wilson, Charmain, My bro, and this guy.. man! Timothy is good man! tio trash by him, game set to zero sia.. sian... and i enjoyed today lah! =)
Sleep le byebye.. Thank you God.

2008-09-03T05:37:00.000-07:00

hmm, hahas! SS... not that bad, but not that good either.. hahas!

i seriously dunno what to expect for the results. I just pray that everything will be fine =) Tmr english.. Hopefully an A1 hahas!
really want and A1 for english..

lol! nick seems super stress lah.. hahas. but i'm glad he is really studying and having the drive to get to sec 5=) dun worry nick. i will be praying for you! =)

I have a dream.. hahas i dunno, but seems like a revelation? the thought came to my mind suddenly.

if I am gonna open and Ice cream retaurant. I will work with Steven if he is a chef. and I will make ice cream. Making the best Ice cream that I can to glorify God. And every starting of the month, Somehow I want to invite the orphange children to my ice cream restaurant for a treat. I feel that ice cream is somehow the concern our parents have. And yea, for this unfortunate children, I wanna share the love of God to them through my Ice Cream. I dunno.. why but i hope to see this come through. hahas!

aniway gtg, studying for tmr! =) Godbless!

2008-09-01T05:14:00.000-07:00

VERSE 1
Whatever occurs I know
You carried the cross for my soul
You bled for my sin
Beginning life for all hope for all joy
For all unspeakable

VERSE 2
Whatever the day we know
You conquered the grave
Saved the world
Now that we're free believing
What we know who we know
Is the truth so here we go

CHORUS
I know I know I know I know
You turned the world around
Now I have found the way
That can't be shaken
I know I know I know I know
You turned it upside down
Now I have found the life
That can't be shaken
And I stand on what I know

BRIDGE
It's true so I believe it
It's true so I believe in You

2008-08-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

okie doke people, back? hahas! dunno if still got people reading after so many weeks with out update heehee! aniway i posted a new song, titled solution. =) sang it yesterday on my way home. hahas! Mengchao and Victor, Funny people. Hey guys dun worry. I will run, I will Fly, for God had SET MY HEART FREE=) and really God be the solution, even now i choose i choose to be a leader in your eyes, and man in your eyes God. And.... preparing for Nlvls man! chiong!!!!
hahas!
aniway gonna prepare my heart for sabbath.. it really makes a difference. gtg Godbless! =)

2008-08-29T03:43:00.000-07:00

Man! its been long since i blogged hahas!
well have been studying ss since, i went for the remedial class today? maybe not remedial but workshops. helpful to me lah =) hahas! yesterday i went to play badminton with the guys hahas! its been really long since i touched the carbonex 20 lol! string tension still there, just that not use to the strings. like use the school's lousy rackets for too long. cause the school racket's strings are really CMI one lah. very soft then must use more strength. so i used the same amount of strength for the carbonex 20 and endup my shuttle out court most of the time. hahas! used the time to somehow vent my frustration, but became more frustrated as my smashed kept hitting the net. hahas!
i kinda expected it, lol! funny to say bah? cause God revealed it to me once in a dream. i knew that its something sooner or later lol! aniway i dunno why but i felt yesterday was a breakthrough. i really want to just go all out for God and fight. but pastor said something yesterday which i thought could be applied in everywhere. "you dun have to fight every battle to win the war=)" hahas! church tmr, looking forward to it man.. and miss Kumari! pick up my call lah! grr.. aniway maybe comeing back to blog later =)

2008-08-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

today had Amath paper 2? hahas!
quite okay bah? i felt that it was easier then paper 1? hahas! After paper we can collect our O' lvl results? hahas! mrs Tan said if we're lucky then miss choi dun have lesson lol! but if have then have to wait for her to collect our results? hahas! heard what i had to hear? didnt like it, disappointing somehow? i was like pff* its over man? i just dun understand why is it a must to retake? waste of money waste of time? i dunno if i wanna retake lah.. give up liao =D woahahahas! i was thinking about the whole thing the whole day? lol!

went to J8 after school... eat eat eat? lol! drank the snake grass water thingy. i feel that is suitable for the day? lol! we went to play Xbox and PS3 after that... and i am not Emo! and i will never be Emo? its a look when thoughts cloud my mind.. but i kinda though and felt that instead of thinking all the time, i should start praying and just speak out to God?

actually i have nothing much to say... sorry God.. sorry, i dun understand how this can be gloryifing to you? =D

2008-08-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

well, yesterday i went to watch fireworks after church? in the end missed it? aniway i also dun really like all the squeezing and stuff. I went home and my mom was sleeping, i felt awful cause i didnt go back for dinner, i had never spend national day without my family somehow. But seriously, i prefer spending it with my family. well i got nothing much to say, "i fell today, but i missed a hole, but i am walking now"

O' lvl chinese results coming out on tues, hahas! seriously nervous... i dunno what to expect cause my chinese isn't always good? i tried God, would you help? hahas!

i watched the olympics today! hahas! Michael Phelps man! awesome swimmer hahas! made me kinda missed swimming.. lol! cause i was a swimmer as some know? hahas! but i'm not a swimmer now=) and seeing taoli swim man! i know that as a swimmer and for her age i respect her. the way she swam this morning.. seriously shows discipline and commitment. Gonna watch her in the finals tmr morning, hahas! and wanna watch Michael Phelps again heehee..

Tues is Amath paper two.. hahas! dunno how prepared.. i messed up my paper one, afraid? cause miss chua said it was gonna be harder? and if we fail this... we might be suggested to not come for the actual N'lvl exam as it will bring down the total msg score for phs? man, i heart sunk at that moment... i just dunno what to say? hahas! but i really am gonna do my best. i'm gonna study until 11 and watch the olympics highlights on channel 5 later hahas!

i dun have much to say? but alot to think! hahas! bye! Godbless!

2008-08-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

just taking sometime to blog, been facing some storms in my life really. emotionally and physically? in some ways i was discouraged? the comments i hear from people and teachers?

TODAY
went to church,on my way i was praying that God would speak to me. Applying what i learnt when pastor talked about honouring the Sabbath, the moment i stepped into the hall i didnt feel like speaking but just praying to God. His presence was definately there.

today, pastor talked about the 7th commandment. Hahas! the girls had to go up to the 3rd floor while the guys stayed in the service hall! woohoo! hahas! really amazing, i think one thing that struck me the most was what being a man was all about?

people kept telling me, "hey jianyi, serious man, you are a disgrace to man." you know why they say that?
cause its just for the reason i cant really play soccer or basketball, but i begin to realise today that a real man in God's eyes is a man who has control over His desires.. i really wanna work to be a man for God. i dun really care if i am a man in your eyes? hahas! but i can be young, small, no muscle but spiritually i can be a man=) great yea! hahas!

i think i gtg and chiong my ss=) God... make me a man! =)

2008-07-24T08:01:00.000-07:00

Today's lessons were super boring??? woah! worst day of the week will definately be thurs man.

like all the lesson super sian, then the whole day like so draggy and long. lol!
supposingly, i was suppose to go for a friendly match today. but in the end i went for leaders meeting. Then i heard from jerome that it became normal training lol!

today learnt quite abit from pastor, he was talking about effective ministry. i found it quite interesting. hahas!
on my way back i was thinking about what pastor talked about. and i'm sure i heard God on my way back. It was raining very heavily, hahas but good thing i was in the bus by then =)
hahas! i was thinking about whats been bothering me and found out what was it. And thinking about his matter its just discouraging and frustrating.
But God spoke to me in a really special way when i was on my way home, through rain and shelter? hahas! interesting eh?
hardly blog this few days cause my laptop is with my aunt, she's helping me upload some stuff lah =)

exam period very very near, not stress but rather discouraged. HAHAS! Teacher said, "if you bring me a pail i can vomit blood for you to see." when i asked her a question? hahas! i know shes kidding but like kinda lose my will to study? hahas! realise how far bah? but again God spoke to me through a song? which is good lah,

my First Step is to take off the mask =)

2008-07-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

today was a normal day, woahahas! i find today quite acceptable in studying lah? expect chem lesson? cause we were laughing all the way? woahahas!

i heard something from this movie, " Yesterday was History, Tommorrow is a Mystery, but today its a gift. Thats why its call present." hahas! interesting

dun wanna blog much today, i wanna handle myself first =)

2008-07-19T08:06:00.001-07:00

J.E.S.U.S
Jesus so powerful when You speak things begin to tremble
The roar of Your voice will tear down any kingdom 'n level it
Your voice thunders in ways beyond my understanding
It shakes foundations more than a jumbo jet landin
And when my enemy comes to kill, steal and destroy me
I grab the Word and with You by my side they won't enjoy me
I realise in You I can do everything
So I raise my voice and I sing

The JESUS He makes the devil go
(there' something 'bout that name)
JESUS He makes the devil go
(I'll never be the same)
The JESUS He makes the devil go
(there' something 'bout that name)
JESUS He makes the devil go

Prosper not any weapon in the world that's formed against me
For You alone are the King of Glory, there's none before thee
When the thief moves at night and moves up to the surface
I star praying in tongues man the boy gets nervous
You're great and might and You calm the ranging seas
Physically and the ranging sea that rages deep within me
and when it rages I just trust in The God of Ages
It's my choice to raise my voice and I sing

You stoop down and You made me great cos I was a failure
You stoop down and You made me great out from my sinful nature
You stoop down and You made me great, breathed life into my graveyard
You stooped down, stooped down, now I gotta praise Ya

2008-07-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

Today!

went church =) i met melody and Brandon in the afternoon=D both sibilings came today =)
shihui came too.. hahas! super cool? hahas! its good to see familiar faces around=) hahas got to know this new guy from Godchasers hahas! his name is kenneth =) hahas! today's service was about integrity of heart. hahas! Brother RiXiang preached=) good job! hahas! even though you say sister nana kanchiong, but actually you also kanchiong wahahas! but yea! continue to serve God fervently=)

i've got to admit that i've been struggling for the past 2days. i really feel so discouraged causing my heart to be so hardened, so numb? =? when i went to service today. i couldn't concentrate on worship. My heart was just so numb, i was getting frustrated. really, it was horrible.. i knew that i sinned, i knew that i forsaked Him. but as i tired to repent my heart was numb. but towards the end i felt a breakthrough. i can feel for people. and really breakthrough lah. why i changed the song on my blog? hahas! for one simple reason

CAUSE I HAD ENOUGH OF SATAN PLAYING WITH ME!
its just really frustrating how satan has been playing with me. using past hurts, putting that old mask on my face again. enough is enough! serious satan play times over. i just get so angry and really need God's power to overwhelm me=) i just can imagine how amazing that would be. i really wanna give my all for God and to pursue a deeper relationship with God.

i like the part of the song that says
you stoop down and you made me great cause i was a failure
you stoop down and you made me great out of my sinful nature
you stoop down and you made me grea, breathed life into my graveyard
you stoop down and i got to praise ya!

AMEN TO THAT!

2008-07-16T05:24:00.000-07:00

Today was scary, cause i dunno if i will get caught for my hair? but anyway i just took a pair of scissors and snip off my tail? hahas! its one straight line now? hahas! but who cares? as long as i dun get caught loh. hahas. rather interesting these few days. i think i am not productive in my studies at all? hahas! mom's scolding me all day bah? hahas going to start studying at 9? hahas! dunno if it will last, cause i always say i will study but in the end i didnt? hahas!

Today we got back our Olvl math prelim results? hahas! got a B4? quite happy, but i was aiming for a B3 hahas! but my B4 isnt that bad.. about 2.5marks to a B3 bah? hahas! i really thank God cause really i didnt expect it? hahas! but alot of careless mistake hahas! i feel that God always deserve better praise then songs and stuff. But i am not saying like when we sing songs its not good enough, but i think when we jump its got to be also the heart that jumps for God. when we sing songs, the heart has to sing too? thus its a lifestyle? in the ups and downs period? but its gotta come to an end now lah. enough, no more.

BUT STILL PRAISE GOD! =D
talked about being sensative to people with xwl yesterday. sometimes i can just see people wearing mask? hahas, they put on a smile but inside its not like that. well how do i know? hahas! cause sometimes i do too, xwl approached me on that matter once. i was shocked when she suddenly asked me about things that were bugging me. lol! but it was God, God revealed things to her. i feel even as Christians we should also be mask breakers for people. showing them how God wanna use them as they are.

lets backtrack in the times where my mask was on. hahas for me i'm a person who will smile at a problem bah? hahas! use to think that as long as i smile i would be faithful to know that God will overcome the problem also. hahas! but no, things doesnt seem to work out that way? when things got worst, i realise that the smile wouldn't last for long. i can still rmb pastor preston told the leaders, you got to see the tears they wiped before coming to church where you see them. well i think thats not only for leaders but for all of us Christians to even see that come through in our friends. And one thing i can never forget, he said to the people, " you can fool your pastor, you can fool the people around you, But you cant fool me and you cant fool God" i realise now that its sensativity given by God. and i realise that i can sense if people are wearing mask? but i am someone that goes hyper or crazy, causing me to be so insensative sometimes. hahas!

really wanna worship God with everything, its hard, but its a choice.

all my life, praise you
in my sleep praise you
praise you in everything that i do

2008-07-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

hahas! Chinese Listening Comprehension today. quite tricky lah, really

lol! hopefully can score well to pull up the chinese marks. i really want a B3 and above man! really! hahas! really cool time.. nothing much today? hahas
grace pass me the neoprint? hahas super girly i thought? cause i really look like a girl in it. i can rmb the attempt to out the girl hair on my face? lol! but looks really funny lah! wahahas!

one thing i pray for today, God show me whats going on, in the people who are in my mind now, show me whats wrong that i can see miracles. and really yea..

i felt a little frustrated today, cause i was super hungry and disappointed at the listening comprehesion? hahas! yea aniway i will stop here, got to sleep le. hahas! Godbless!

2008-07-14T06:54:00.001-07:00

Celebrated MengChao's birthday today!. hahas!

Pics

NEW HEROS IN TOWN!!

THE THING, THE ELASTIC MAN, INVISIBLE WOMAN???

BBFs! Beanie Best Friend! hahas! second photo bah? hahas!

2008-07-13T18:33:00.000-07:00

Couldn't post yesterday cause my mom forbits me to use the com.. hahas! play too much le. Theres' something i wanted to post about so bad. something that God spoke to me about during my QT. Before i read my bible.. i was looking at my window, talking to God. my eyes set on small and specific things like God creates and plans how every tree bark cracks. How strong the wind will blow and which direction that causes the leaves that fall to fall in the place that He had planned them to. How eached cloud is shaped and planned for me to look and see at that moment. Really really amazing,
in Jeremiah 51:15 " He made the earth by His power, He founded the world by His wisdom and streched out the heavens by His understanding. When He thunders, the waters in the heavens roar; He makes clouds rise from the ends of the earth. He sends lighting with rain and brings out the wind from His store houses." can you even imagine how big and awesome and indescribable God is. something that not one can consume and contain like the clouds the lighting, the wind? Don't you think that why would a God so big and almighty and just WOW! come down to die, just to see us come to know His name? just to see us live in freedom from bondages of sin? isnt it undeserving? But nevertheless God still came and died for us.

in Jeremiah 51:20 " you are my war club, my weapon for battle, with you i shatter nations, with you i destroy kingdoms, with you i shatter horses and rider, with you i shatter chariot and driver, with you i shatter man and woman, with you i shatter old man and youth, with you i shatter young men and maiden, wih you i shatter sheperd and flock, with you i shatter farmer and oxen, with you i shatter governors and officials"
in this verse God is saying if we are willing to be used by Him, man! he can our world. when you devote yourself to be a tool for God. He can use you to do incredible things. Dun worry how you are made, dun worry how you look or anithing. "Cause God will use you, how He made you."

last one i wanna talked about is finding purpose. is the things that we do against or according to the purpose of the Lord?

aniway going out with Grace, Mengchao, Victor and Joey. hahas! celebrating Mengchao's birthday! waoahahas! adious! Godbless