Surf-@-Wave

2009-05-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

Okay, dun moan and nagg, i finally blogged? LOL! recently too sick to even stay up... almost thought i got swine flu? LOL!

I checked the signs for swine flu on the memo that the school gave.. i almost checked all of them? WOAH!!! scary seh.. scarier thing is two person got flu while laughing with me and sing song with me during our library free period.. well namely dorothy and sheryl.. but heng jerome and wh they all bo tio.. wahahahs! Thank God that I'm finally healed and that He gave me energy to smile and jump around even though I was sick..

I ate and act as if I wasn't ill at all.. imagine a sick person eating Ben's & Jerry's ice-cream at home.. eat two flavours.. 3 servings.. and dunno how many packets of Dewberry biscuits in school.. well.. i got to control my makan=/

Lau Ma cooked soup today.. nice~ loved it and enjoyed it, really? oh welll i got to revise.. Study~=/

2009-03-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

I feel as if I cannot live a proper day without doing my Quiet Time with God=D Its really awesome to always be filled by God day by day! I am now really starting to work on applying His word into my life..

recently I've some thoughts and doubts about my future, but today I've decided to lift it all up to God. I know for that moment I'm getting impatient with God, =/? And today, I felt that I could do something about spreading about God during my oral, but I didnt do it.. and I really want to say that how I deal with problems is that I pray and run to God. That is all I do, hmm seem like a girly scene eh? But it is actually something that I want to do all the time=D

Tommorrow is training, I wanna go with an open and prepared heart=D And that this week would be and awesome week =D

lifting up the areas I've been holding on to myself to God=)

2009-03-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. its been long since i post? I'm kinda lazy to blog though? hahas! if anione got a nice simple blogskin can tell me? Just need to do up and touch this place up.

Aniway, its been really awesome especially how God has been working. And I want to start finding out more on my gifts and more about God's will in my life and begin to work on it. I feel that it issnt about how good life is but how good God is! hahas! I'm really beginning to enjoy serving God much much much more now! =D with people like xwl, zhonghua, charissa and many crazy people like Dwl and Mr chinny chin chin.. LOL! and also miss moo? and wilson and alica! its really really great! and not forgetting my small group! hahas! a whole bunch or crazy people!! muwahahahas! hey dun be sad if I didnt put your name here! But its really been great to have been growing with all you people! =D

I'm kinda working if my noisy brother=D learning to be patient=D
And my brother is one of the biggest obstacle I got to overcome AHAHAS!

1 corinthians 13;4-8
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge.

Jesus loves me... I love Jesus...

2009-03-02T06:56:00.000-08:00

Havent been blogging for ages, seriously ages man! hahas! cause i hardly got the time to? I just wanna praise God for my exam results.. i think its really awesome that i passed chinese!

I never thought i passed, cause miss choi told me the day before that I was really close, to pass=D. I felt that my results were not that bad? but there were paper i knew i did not do my best at all.. and i know that its stealing my best from God himself. And I want to start lah? Its abit hard lah? LOL! And project revival coming, and lesser time.. kan chiong leh? LOL!

Well? I'm trying to be a blessing to people around me! Bless you!
one way I'm gonna bless people is that when they sneeze "Ah Choo!" I will say "Bless you" =D

Goodnight. And show some respect to Mr "Choo" =D

2008-11-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

I have been listening to this song hahas! really powerful and i like it! Its titled Solid Rock by new life worship hahas! still trying to find the online version to put it here. lol! well recently i have been dotaing? But I read this book title "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" by Joshua Harris. Well apparently i'm a person who somehow can only concentrate at night. I spend time reading this book until 3am last night. Felt that it was a really good book, it not only talks about what God's standard of courtship is. It really speaks about how our relationship with God should be. Really learn alot from this book Heres a look at the book cover, go check it out if you're interested.

2008-11-01T08:53:00.001-07:00

Hey, its been long since i everever post. hahas! Just wanna tank!(lol!) Thank Aspiration for the surprise.. i seriously like it cause like we made a fool our ourselves in the restaurant. lol! i felt kinda funny eating the cake along. it would be good if we ate it together hahas! but i enjoyed it. and i wanna thank my small group for the bag and The PHS people for the chocolates lol! its good man.. hahas! i seriously didnt expect the surprise.. and thanks.. and yea.. i think i'm gonna go volunteer in an orphanage, anibody interested? give me a call, i will post pics on monday. need to wait for my laptop! Godbless people.!

2008-10-24T05:53:00.001-07:00

Today had math Paper 1? hahas! i felt that it was really good?
Seriously, I was really nervous? hahas! I was really shaking lah! lol! but all i want to say is that i really thank God. Even throught the process and how He has helped me to go through all this.

i will remember 2timothy1:7

2008-10-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

well, its long since i blogged.
feeling rather tired.. hahas.. o lvl math coming le, need to start studying somehow?
sian lah.. feeling woaaaHAAAHAAHAAHAAA!
lol! aniway.. i wun be blogging that much bah? hahas for this period of time nia.. but i promise=) i'll be back

2008-09-15T05:45:00.000-07:00

aw man, another tiring day in school? getting really worned out and beaten flat by studies bah? i got so much to prepare yet so little time?
GOD!!!! I need strength! and KAMBATEH!!! YOSH!
heehee I went for catering on sunday, my first time and I went there in wrong attire? hahas! Supposingly we were suppose to wear black YI tee with jeans and shoes, being my first time... I wore a white tee, definately not YI tee xD!!! and bermudas.. LOL! and shoes of course lol! i was o_O!!! why everybody wear samesame ah? lol! and then i realise.. lol! man, tiring lah.. on my way back i was dozing off lah heehee...

aniway today we where crazy, let the pics do the talking=)

2008-09-12T09:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry, I havent been blogging cause yea, not very good lah.. hahas!
Got back my prelim papers..
all I can say is that it sucks... i dun even have a B4? Pathetic... i dunno... but i seem to cant get out of this bother line marks thing? Pathetic lah.. well.. paper one shocked me cause i only get 46/80, pathetic lah.. just very discouraging...

then came paper 2, hoping i could reach my aims of getting A2? but pop! too bad, only 56/100? HAHAHA! i told victor about it and i am kinda like a total joke now?
HA HA HA!

played badminton today at SP with tim, Davin, Mu en, Wilson, Charmain, My bro, and this guy.. man! Timothy is good man! tio trash by him, game set to zero sia.. sian... and i enjoyed today lah! =)
Sleep le byebye.. Thank you God.

2008-09-03T05:37:00.000-07:00

hmm, hahas! SS... not that bad, but not that good either.. hahas!

i seriously dunno what to expect for the results. I just pray that everything will be fine =) Tmr english.. Hopefully an A1 hahas!
really want and A1 for english..

lol! nick seems super stress lah.. hahas. but i'm glad he is really studying and having the drive to get to sec 5=) dun worry nick. i will be praying for you! =)

I have a dream.. hahas i dunno, but seems like a revelation? the thought came to my mind suddenly.

if I am gonna open and Ice cream retaurant. I will work with Steven if he is a chef. and I will make ice cream. Making the best Ice cream that I can to glorify God. And every starting of the month, Somehow I want to invite the orphange children to my ice cream restaurant for a treat. I feel that ice cream is somehow the concern our parents have. And yea, for this unfortunate children, I wanna share the love of God to them through my Ice Cream. I dunno.. why but i hope to see this come through. hahas!

aniway gtg, studying for tmr! =) Godbless!

2008-09-01T05:14:00.000-07:00

VERSE 1
Whatever occurs I know
You carried the cross for my soul
You bled for my sin
Beginning life for all hope for all joy
For all unspeakable

VERSE 2
Whatever the day we know
You conquered the grave
Saved the world
Now that we're free believing
What we know who we know
Is the truth so here we go

CHORUS
I know I know I know I know
You turned the world around
Now I have found the way
That can't be shaken
I know I know I know I know
You turned it upside down
Now I have found the life
That can't be shaken
And I stand on what I know

BRIDGE
It's true so I believe it
It's true so I believe in You

2008-08-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

okie doke people, back? hahas! dunno if still got people reading after so many weeks with out update heehee! aniway i posted a new song, titled solution. =) sang it yesterday on my way home. hahas! Mengchao and Victor, Funny people. Hey guys dun worry. I will run, I will Fly, for God had SET MY HEART FREE=) and really God be the solution, even now i choose i choose to be a leader in your eyes, and man in your eyes God. And.... preparing for Nlvls man! chiong!!!!
hahas!
aniway gonna prepare my heart for sabbath.. it really makes a difference. gtg Godbless! =)

2008-08-29T03:43:00.000-07:00

Man! its been long since i blogged hahas!
well have been studying ss since, i went for the remedial class today? maybe not remedial but workshops. helpful to me lah =) hahas! yesterday i went to play badminton with the guys hahas! its been really long since i touched the carbonex 20 lol! string tension still there, just that not use to the strings. like use the school's lousy rackets for too long. cause the school racket's strings are really CMI one lah. very soft then must use more strength. so i used the same amount of strength for the carbonex 20 and endup my shuttle out court most of the time. hahas! used the time to somehow vent my frustration, but became more frustrated as my smashed kept hitting the net. hahas!
i kinda expected it, lol! funny to say bah? cause God revealed it to me once in a dream. i knew that its something sooner or later lol! aniway i dunno why but i felt yesterday was a breakthrough. i really want to just go all out for God and fight. but pastor said something yesterday which i thought could be applied in everywhere. "you dun have to fight every battle to win the war=)" hahas! church tmr, looking forward to it man.. and miss Kumari! pick up my call lah! grr.. aniway maybe comeing back to blog later =)

2008-08-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

today had Amath paper 2? hahas!
quite okay bah? i felt that it was easier then paper 1? hahas! After paper we can collect our O' lvl results? hahas! mrs Tan said if we're lucky then miss choi dun have lesson lol! but if have then have to wait for her to collect our results? hahas! heard what i had to hear? didnt like it, disappointing somehow? i was like pff* its over man? i just dun understand why is it a must to retake? waste of money waste of time? i dunno if i wanna retake lah.. give up liao =D woahahahas! i was thinking about the whole thing the whole day? lol!

went to J8 after school... eat eat eat? lol! drank the snake grass water thingy. i feel that is suitable for the day? lol! we went to play Xbox and PS3 after that... and i am not Emo! and i will never be Emo? its a look when thoughts cloud my mind.. but i kinda though and felt that instead of thinking all the time, i should start praying and just speak out to God?

actually i have nothing much to say... sorry God.. sorry, i dun understand how this can be gloryifing to you? =D

2008-08-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

well, yesterday i went to watch fireworks after church? in the end missed it? aniway i also dun really like all the squeezing and stuff. I went home and my mom was sleeping, i felt awful cause i didnt go back for dinner, i had never spend national day without my family somehow. But seriously, i prefer spending it with my family. well i got nothing much to say, "i fell today, but i missed a hole, but i am walking now"

O' lvl chinese results coming out on tues, hahas! seriously nervous... i dunno what to expect cause my chinese isn't always good? i tried God, would you help? hahas!

i watched the olympics today! hahas! Michael Phelps man! awesome swimmer hahas! made me kinda missed swimming.. lol! cause i was a swimmer as some know? hahas! but i'm not a swimmer now=) and seeing taoli swim man! i know that as a swimmer and for her age i respect her. the way she swam this morning.. seriously shows discipline and commitment. Gonna watch her in the finals tmr morning, hahas! and wanna watch Michael Phelps again heehee..

Tues is Amath paper two.. hahas! dunno how prepared.. i messed up my paper one, afraid? cause miss chua said it was gonna be harder? and if we fail this... we might be suggested to not come for the actual N'lvl exam as it will bring down the total msg score for phs? man, i heart sunk at that moment... i just dunno what to say? hahas! but i really am gonna do my best. i'm gonna study until 11 and watch the olympics highlights on channel 5 later hahas!

i dun have much to say? but alot to think! hahas! bye! Godbless!

2008-08-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

just taking sometime to blog, been facing some storms in my life really. emotionally and physically? in some ways i was discouraged? the comments i hear from people and teachers?

TODAY
went to church,on my way i was praying that God would speak to me. Applying what i learnt when pastor talked about honouring the Sabbath, the moment i stepped into the hall i didnt feel like speaking but just praying to God. His presence was definately there.

today, pastor talked about the 7th commandment. Hahas! the girls had to go up to the 3rd floor while the guys stayed in the service hall! woohoo! hahas! really amazing, i think one thing that struck me the most was what being a man was all about?

people kept telling me, "hey jianyi, serious man, you are a disgrace to man." you know why they say that?
cause its just for the reason i cant really play soccer or basketball, but i begin to realise today that a real man in God's eyes is a man who has control over His desires.. i really wanna work to be a man for God. i dun really care if i am a man in your eyes? hahas! but i can be young, small, no muscle but spiritually i can be a man=) great yea! hahas!

i think i gtg and chiong my ss=) God... make me a man! =)

2008-07-24T08:01:00.000-07:00

Today's lessons were super boring??? woah! worst day of the week will definately be thurs man.

like all the lesson super sian, then the whole day like so draggy and long. lol!
supposingly, i was suppose to go for a friendly match today. but in the end i went for leaders meeting. Then i heard from jerome that it became normal training lol!

today learnt quite abit from pastor, he was talking about effective ministry. i found it quite interesting. hahas!
on my way back i was thinking about what pastor talked about. and i'm sure i heard God on my way back. It was raining very heavily, hahas but good thing i was in the bus by then =)
hahas! i was thinking about whats been bothering me and found out what was it. And thinking about his matter its just discouraging and frustrating.
But God spoke to me in a really special way when i was on my way home, through rain and shelter? hahas! interesting eh?
hardly blog this few days cause my laptop is with my aunt, she's helping me upload some stuff lah =)

exam period very very near, not stress but rather discouraged. HAHAS! Teacher said, "if you bring me a pail i can vomit blood for you to see." when i asked her a question? hahas! i know shes kidding but like kinda lose my will to study? hahas! realise how far bah? but again God spoke to me through a song? which is good lah,

my First Step is to take off the mask =)

2008-07-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

today was a normal day, woahahas! i find today quite acceptable in studying lah? expect chem lesson? cause we were laughing all the way? woahahas!

i heard something from this movie, " Yesterday was History, Tommorrow is a Mystery, but today its a gift. Thats why its call present." hahas! interesting

dun wanna blog much today, i wanna handle myself first =)

2008-07-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

Today!

went church =) i met melody and Brandon in the afternoon=D both sibilings came today =)
shihui came too.. hahas! super cool? hahas! its good to see familiar faces around=) hahas got to know this new guy from Godchasers hahas! his name is kenneth =) hahas! today's service was about integrity of heart. hahas! Brother RiXiang preached=) good job! hahas! even though you say sister nana kanchiong, but actually you also kanchiong wahahas! but yea! continue to serve God fervently=)

i've got to admit that i've been struggling for the past 2days. i really feel so discouraged causing my heart to be so hardened, so numb? =? when i went to service today. i couldn't concentrate on worship. My heart was just so numb, i was getting frustrated. really, it was horrible.. i knew that i sinned, i knew that i forsaked Him. but as i tired to repent my heart was numb. but towards the end i felt a breakthrough. i can feel for people. and really breakthrough lah. why i changed the song on my blog? hahas! for one simple reason

CAUSE I HAD ENOUGH OF SATAN PLAYING WITH ME!
its just really frustrating how satan has been playing with me. using past hurts, putting that old mask on my face again. enough is enough! serious satan play times over. i just get so angry and really need God's power to overwhelm me=) i just can imagine how amazing that would be. i really wanna give my all for God and to pursue a deeper relationship with God.

i like the part of the song that says
you stoop down and you made me great cause i was a failure
you stoop down and you made me great out of my sinful nature
you stoop down and you made me grea, breathed life into my graveyard
you stoop down and i got to praise ya!

AMEN TO THAT!

2008-07-19T08:06:00.001-07:00

J.E.S.U.S
Jesus so powerful when You speak things begin to tremble
The roar of Your voice will tear down any kingdom 'n level it
Your voice thunders in ways beyond my understanding
It shakes foundations more than a jumbo jet landin
And when my enemy comes to kill, steal and destroy me
I grab the Word and with You by my side they won't enjoy me
I realise in You I can do everything
So I raise my voice and I sing

The JESUS He makes the devil go
(there' something 'bout that name)
JESUS He makes the devil go
(I'll never be the same)
The JESUS He makes the devil go
(there' something 'bout that name)
JESUS He makes the devil go

Prosper not any weapon in the world that's formed against me
For You alone are the King of Glory, there's none before thee
When the thief moves at night and moves up to the surface
I star praying in tongues man the boy gets nervous
You're great and might and You calm the ranging seas
Physically and the ranging sea that rages deep within me
and when it rages I just trust in The God of Ages
It's my choice to raise my voice and I sing

You stoop down and You made me great cos I was a failure
You stoop down and You made me great out from my sinful nature
You stoop down and You made me great, breathed life into my graveyard
You stooped down, stooped down, now I gotta praise Ya

2008-07-16T05:24:00.000-07:00

Today was scary, cause i dunno if i will get caught for my hair? but anyway i just took a pair of scissors and snip off my tail? hahas! its one straight line now? hahas! but who cares? as long as i dun get caught loh. hahas. rather interesting these few days. i think i am not productive in my studies at all? hahas! mom's scolding me all day bah? hahas going to start studying at 9? hahas! dunno if it will last, cause i always say i will study but in the end i didnt? hahas!

Today we got back our Olvl math prelim results? hahas! got a B4? quite happy, but i was aiming for a B3 hahas! but my B4 isnt that bad.. about 2.5marks to a B3 bah? hahas! i really thank God cause really i didnt expect it? hahas! but alot of careless mistake hahas! i feel that God always deserve better praise then songs and stuff. But i am not saying like when we sing songs its not good enough, but i think when we jump its got to be also the heart that jumps for God. when we sing songs, the heart has to sing too? thus its a lifestyle? in the ups and downs period? but its gotta come to an end now lah. enough, no more.

BUT STILL PRAISE GOD! =D
talked about being sensative to people with xwl yesterday. sometimes i can just see people wearing mask? hahas, they put on a smile but inside its not like that. well how do i know? hahas! cause sometimes i do too, xwl approached me on that matter once. i was shocked when she suddenly asked me about things that were bugging me. lol! but it was God, God revealed things to her. i feel even as Christians we should also be mask breakers for people. showing them how God wanna use them as they are.

lets backtrack in the times where my mask was on. hahas for me i'm a person who will smile at a problem bah? hahas! use to think that as long as i smile i would be faithful to know that God will overcome the problem also. hahas! but no, things doesnt seem to work out that way? when things got worst, i realise that the smile wouldn't last for long. i can still rmb pastor preston told the leaders, you got to see the tears they wiped before coming to church where you see them. well i think thats not only for leaders but for all of us Christians to even see that come through in our friends. And one thing i can never forget, he said to the people, " you can fool your pastor, you can fool the people around you, But you cant fool me and you cant fool God" i realise now that its sensativity given by God. and i realise that i can sense if people are wearing mask? but i am someone that goes hyper or crazy, causing me to be so insensative sometimes. hahas!

really wanna worship God with everything, its hard, but its a choice.

all my life, praise you
in my sleep praise you
praise you in everything that i do

2008-07-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

hahas! Chinese Listening Comprehension today. quite tricky lah, really

lol! hopefully can score well to pull up the chinese marks. i really want a B3 and above man! really! hahas! really cool time.. nothing much today? hahas
grace pass me the neoprint? hahas super girly i thought? cause i really look like a girl in it. i can rmb the attempt to out the girl hair on my face? lol! but looks really funny lah! wahahas!

one thing i pray for today, God show me whats going on, in the people who are in my mind now, show me whats wrong that i can see miracles. and really yea..

i felt a little frustrated today, cause i was super hungry and disappointed at the listening comprehesion? hahas! yea aniway i will stop here, got to sleep le. hahas! Godbless!

2008-07-14T06:54:00.001-07:00

Celebrated MengChao's birthday today!. hahas!

Pics

NEW HEROS IN TOWN!!

THE THING, THE ELASTIC MAN, INVISIBLE WOMAN???

BBFs! Beanie Best Friend! hahas! second photo bah? hahas!

2008-07-13T18:33:00.000-07:00

Couldn't post yesterday cause my mom forbits me to use the com.. hahas! play too much le. Theres' something i wanted to post about so bad. something that God spoke to me about during my QT. Before i read my bible.. i was looking at my window, talking to God. my eyes set on small and specific things like God creates and plans how every tree bark cracks. How strong the wind will blow and which direction that causes the leaves that fall to fall in the place that He had planned them to. How eached cloud is shaped and planned for me to look and see at that moment. Really really amazing,
in Jeremiah 51:15 " He made the earth by His power, He founded the world by His wisdom and streched out the heavens by His understanding. When He thunders, the waters in the heavens roar; He makes clouds rise from the ends of the earth. He sends lighting with rain and brings out the wind from His store houses." can you even imagine how big and awesome and indescribable God is. something that not one can consume and contain like the clouds the lighting, the wind? Don't you think that why would a God so big and almighty and just WOW! come down to die, just to see us come to know His name? just to see us live in freedom from bondages of sin? isnt it undeserving? But nevertheless God still came and died for us.

in Jeremiah 51:20 " you are my war club, my weapon for battle, with you i shatter nations, with you i destroy kingdoms, with you i shatter horses and rider, with you i shatter chariot and driver, with you i shatter man and woman, with you i shatter old man and youth, with you i shatter young men and maiden, wih you i shatter sheperd and flock, with you i shatter farmer and oxen, with you i shatter governors and officials"
in this verse God is saying if we are willing to be used by Him, man! he can our world. when you devote yourself to be a tool for God. He can use you to do incredible things. Dun worry how you are made, dun worry how you look or anithing. "Cause God will use you, how He made you."

last one i wanna talked about is finding purpose. is the things that we do against or according to the purpose of the Lord?

aniway going out with Grace, Mengchao, Victor and Joey. hahas! celebrating Mengchao's birthday! waoahahas! adious! Godbless

2008-07-11T08:40:00.000-07:00

Today was a normal day?
didn't do much in school. had english math and stuff? hahas! Wasn't very jumpy and active in the first few periods. Got my mind caught on some matters. Really thought about it. Wondered why? Still going down? man...

getting all dried and tired... God do something Lord. if you do not appear, i'm really dead...
just really discouraged at some ppl i knew chose not to believe in Christ anymore? wondering if i didn't do what i'm called to do? is it that i have to seeked the Lord about this? maybe He spoke but my heart was hardened? i dunno?

really pray that situation will change. just discouraged. people arent coming yet? hoping for salvation in my family? hahas! really want change.. i need strength. i'm losing strength spiritually. i am really stuck liao.. dunno what to do?

hahas!
funny lah! man. just really like all day i can slouch and my mind is filled with thoughts and sometimes blank.. haixx.. really lah very discouraging. But praying for change! change in me to change around me. to cause a revolution.

2008-07-10T07:26:00.000-07:00

man! i tell you! today was just awesome man! really amazing.. to be honest when i heard the song about a second chance that the nubian gents where dancing to? i almost cried man. and man you bet they were awesome! many wanted to come but they got NDP rehearsal. and there is this teacher that even said she is coming down to church!

reached school at 7! hahas! and miracle was i came to school myself. i walked to the bus stop, then took train down.. i reached at 6.55.. Chongling came just on time at 6.59? hahas! she declares it to be lah! hahas!
but i believe lah.. cause super excited! nothing else inside my mind except nubian gents! hahas!

we saw sister nana and sister wanping.. said hi. then pastor call to say he was stuck in traffic jam. so went to chapel first hahas! brother rixiang there.. wahahas! funny guy, brother rixiang AKA hello panda. ahas service 2 call him mrchin hahas! the clothes he wore was like almost the same as the nubian gents lah! and like he say ltr he performing wahahas!

they were awesome.. and i think even in this God is awesome! He was the one allow nubian gents and some of my friends to watch despite of the different obstacles that were there and man! just awesome man! i believe they will be back next year hahas! aniway gtg! Godbless! need to prepare for ice breaker on sat! woahahas! prepare to die nissi aspiration hahas! making you look funny in church wahahas!

2008-07-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

things are still going down.. theres needs to be a stop.. NO MORE! God really God... i pray that there will be NO MORE of these Lord. i know of alot who are unhappy, but God, NO MORE OF THESE GOD!

GOD I AM RAISING MY HANDS GOD. if theres got to have change, let change start with me. God, enough Lord. i pray for a revival in the hearts of the people God. bring our hearts to focus Lord. let the leaders hearts be focus on you, that you will serve you, and that their hearts would be for the people God. God enough... i realise that God, i have been living in denial. father i regonise my situation. tell me my purpose God.. and Lord i will prepare my heart before i seek you for your word. that i will not displease you when i do not obey. God, No More....

coming to a point where i say No More!

2008-07-06T06:12:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY
service was really powerful man. pastor talked about honouring your father and mother. i was really disturb by the matter, even during the week i forgotten that this week's sermon was about the 5th commandment. And during this week God showed me visions about my parents passing away and looking at them at the funeral... i almost cried in class... man. yesterday the sermon was just so powerful, i really felt impacted by the part where one of the practical ways to honour my parents is to lead them to spiritual truths.

TODAY
Very angry... haixx, when things that are regarded as sacred and gift from God, some people treat it as a game.

i wonder where does the confidence in pastor daniel comes from. people say reasons brings confidence? or what looking that things that seem you are able to handle brings confidence?

i think rather that even in times where things are not in your hands? where does your confidence comes from? i realis that confidence comes when faith is realeased to the maximum... faith to believe that God is in control and that when you experience Him like never before, confidence is added on. amazing... God. let nubian gents come in to impact the place God..

heres a preview, can also see it on chongling's blogg lah.. hahas!

pray pray pray!

2008-07-04T05:59:00.000-07:00

WOAH! finally came back to blogg! lol! alot of stuff happen lah this week hahas!

TUES-WED
Olvls prelim! woah, i stress ar! really chiong lah, i dunno if i can do well anot? i really hope for an A2 or so? but no less then a B3. yea loh... after my paper 2 on wed, i went to get a gift for ade with victor loh.

THURS
nothing much in school. went home rest and then changed to set off to changi airport. went to send adeline off to brisbane. man really like she her go off like dunno how to explain leh. hahas! my first ever discipler.. hahas! wahahas! i remember that i was so scared cause she quite fierce lah! wahahs! she asked " how many ways are there to eternal life?" i answered" one way",
"you sure?!" she replied. " oh sorry, two." i answered hahas!. then the question came: "what are the 2 ways" i answered " faith in Jesus Christ Jesus Christ Himself" i so happy loh, i thought sure correct one wahahas!

she said "NO LAH! ONLY ONE LAH YOU!" wahahas! but she still said my answer not totally wrong wahahas! but dun get me wrong, still there is only one way to eternal life! lol!

ADEADEADE! I know only one way! and really really really STUDY HARD and be the salt and light there.. =)
this is what i gave ade..

CAKE TOWELS.. super cute lah! and i instructed her only summer then can eat
wahahas! ade, promise hor!...

FRIDAY
had lessons. then head to chapel. i acted as God and tricked dorothy.. wahahas! super funny i tell you. i think chapel can like make people leh, wahahas!
discussed about bringing nubian gents in. facing problems as time, venue and not everybody is able to watch.
PRAY THAT GOD WILL WORK!
really pray and that they would be able to come in and change things around man!
i only got 1/1/2 years in school. i really wanna see significant change, i am planning to spend time and effort in something i can do that is significant with God.

WILSON! SHARE TESTIMONY! I THINK ITS AWESOME, AND IT WILL DEFINATELY BRING GLORY TO GOD!

ADE COME BACK I TREAT YOU THISS!!!

2008-07-01T06:31:00.000-07:00

its prelims lah, i know tmr got prelims so not a very good time to post. i change my blog song, you reign really talks about the goodness and just, i dunno how to say.. but really God is good until the word awesome cannot describe.

as a lookout, i failed
as a protecter, i failed
as a brother, i definately failed.

i cant believe how much things are going on man. but i really believe and ask God to reign in this matter.

in my heart, there is anger and my hands are feeling the rush to punch. but i want to use my hands to pray and heal. thus from my heart and my mind where i want God to reign.

YAHWEH! i call that you come fill me. i really regard your name high Lord. YAHWEI was the name you reveal to moses. Father come Lord. i dunno what to feel, but i know i need you...

exams tmr over lah.. so yea, i really need to get back to reading.

2008-06-28T08:56:00.000-07:00

whoo! finally got the time to blog! hahas! cause last week got chinese oral and stuff.. so got to prepare and so on lah! hahas! man! oral wasnt that good, but i really lift it up to God lah. I wun worry =)

aniway mugging for my upcoming o lvl math prelims and i got 2 partners..

(PRETZ CHILL CHA CHA & this ROSE TEA thingy) its good man! lol!

hahas
aniway service today was great man! i really learn alot about the sabbath day man! i really wanna change even in preparing for sabbath! =) and i realise havent been speaking all the vulgarites like F* or CB? man! really i didnt actually realise myself.. its like when you really focus on God, it works naturally supernatural and supernaturally natural! hahas! praise God man! alright going to mug le! =)

Godbless!

2008-06-22T06:06:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL TMR! EXCITED THATS ALL BAH WAHAHAS! HELLO SCHOOL DAYS!

2008-06-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

HAHAS! service today! man its just awesome man. today pastor talked about misusing God's name. man i came to really realise that the words that we use maybe misusing God's name too. we got to be really careful when it comes to the name of the Lord. God spoke to me even about the way i lead. That i got to be very careful when i lead and say "God spoke to me" and God is calling me to go into a deeper and more personal relationship with Him.

added a new song, =D love enough.. hahas supernice! its just amazing talking about the love of God...

and pastor also says about us treating God so much as a brother, friend, Father, and forgot that HE is GOD.. and thus i really want to lead my life that i will stand up againts those who misuse the name of God. "i think something that xwl said about not standing up from the crowd even as people around you misuse the name of God, you are agreeing with the person conciously or sub-conciously" yea agree with that man! hahas!

and miracles happen man! people came to christ and like man! when God works even i get shocked man!

all i can say is " I AM PERSUADED THAT HE IS ABLE TO DO MORE THAN WHAT I EVER ASK OR IMAGINE!" hahas!

heres a pic when aspiration went sentosa and took while waiting for chongling and ade to bathe finish=)

2008-06-20T01:30:00.000-07:00

ooh... man.. school starting liao, which also means N lvls are also near? =? about 2 months more i guess.. hahas! but i know starts around september! argh! i kan jiong leh! hahas! okay okay back track,

WEDNESDAY
hahas! woke up early.. cause i need to eat before i go down to yck! hahas! we had friendly with NYP on that day lah. hahas! so i woke up, eat, then bathe and went down lah.. obviously late hahas! but there were others who were even later hahas!
So.. when there and wait, but in the mean time i played psp.. hahas! so the match start.. rather good? hahas but got alot of mistakes lah deh! hahas! oh well scored one though, hahas! but i think i got disadvatage.. cause i am short and small size hahas! cant exactly play body hahas! but i go speed heehee! God is fair! hahas!

THURSDAY
woah! today super boring. at home slack loh. hahahah....
but i had discipleship with ryan in the afternoon lah.. hahas! which is very encouraging. when i see him facing parental objections i was reminded of myself. But i believe God will make a way! =) DUN give up ryan!

JOURNAL
well God has been speaking. recently i had doubts about God. even as i tackle the bears and lions in my life. at times i fail, i begin to cry out to God. And God spoke very clearly through a verse in the bible saying in jeremiah 32:26-27 "Then the word of the Lord came to jeremiah: "i am the Lord, the God of all mankind. Is there anything too hard for me?" and so like they say, when God speaks up, people shuts up. hahas!

2008-06-17T19:31:00.000-07:00

phew! hahas its been long that i blog, buwahahas!

made up my mind already, hahas! at first i was deciding to close down this blog. Hahas! cause i dun really bother to update or change the blogskin. actually the only that has been changing was the songs lol! sorry, love music lah.. bwuahahas! aniway i made up my mind that i'm gonna change this blog to my spiritual journal? hahas! i read yvonne's blog and it says a daily prophet of yvonne? hahas! i thought that it was interesting. but i would call mine- "walking from Struggle to Victory"- i wanna write out maybe from the time where i remember the past, and how God transformed me. =) and how i drifted away from His ways half way. and now really having a relationship with Him.

i invite all into His presence, i feel in my heart a very strong desire to praise Him. even as sometimes i sin against Him, whenever i come into His presence, my heart will cry out a song of praise in itself. And at times this desire to praise would bring me to tears. hahas! just indescriable.. hahas!

i think i would add "yours is the kingdom" hahas! one of my favourite songs hahas!

aniway see the change in the blog bah
hahas! Godbless

2008-05-16T03:47:00.000-07:00

finally came by just type abit hahas!

went for leaders meeting yesterday. pastor said something.. "may we live simply so that others may simply live"

was thinking about it. and also in a christian walk.. fast, pray and Give are the natural things you would do.. give.. time, sacrifice time. i really got to fast and pray. and was thinking about it i think i am in gluttony lol! serious.. food is a serious danger man.. but of course it doesnt mean we cant eat.. but we should not let it over take the position of God and also not allow it to stop us from fasting and praying.. adam and eve sin against God because of an apple.. esaul gave up his birth right for a bowl of stew.. hahas! how silly we can be to not see how good God is and really give in to him..

God spoke to me yesterday.. He called me a stubborn horse.. like a jockey and his horse.. i got my view of the sides cover.. horses always wears something that covers the side of their eyes.. and God showed me that vision.. and when ever God i leading me and planning to lead me over that obstacle i run away from it.. not allowing and submitting to God to bring me over.. God is just calling me back into his presence..

i really like the song counting on God.. i place my faith on solid rock..

and yea! praise God that i passed all my subjects.. including CHINESE! bt rather disappointed with other subs lah.. cant believe i failed ss though but over all pass.. if combine with geog that is. well next next sun got 3 on 3.. hopefull wun affect my o' lvl chinese paper the next day.. hahas!

and yea.. everythings fine.. i went to xwl's house today. had discipleship just got me to think alot.. really learn alot from this amazing leader.. i just have to put the word of God and the things that xwl told me into practice..

God! See me running?! i am coming=)

i wanna live all like a little Jesus.. heehee!

2008-04-30T06:38:00.001-07:00

hahas! finally reached the oneday break for the exam week.. whooo.. its a miracle in itself that i didnt go online for like 3 days.. woahhahas! and YES PRAISE GOD! i passed my A math and like miss chua say 40+ to 50+ thats like miracle! hahas.. but of course got difficult papers lah.. like CHINESE woah! that one is (X.X) hahas!
physics today i dun really know how to do.. i mix up the moment formula with force formula... argh! hahas but i really thank God.. really i just like man! just dunno how to say how much i wanna thank God.. and today's emath test is peanuts hahas! but i scared careless.. especially i am the careless kia.. so yeap.. aniway chiong ar!

PROVERBS 3:5-6

2006-10-14T18:10:00.000-07:00

Saturday:
hahas ytd was awesome! service was like whooo... really very impactfull! i cried my heart out to the Lord lar.. really its hit me and really got me crying... but at that moment i finally understand wat pastor daniel says about the moaning thing... but all i know i really cry out all my problems and all the areas which i feel that loneliness... hahas.. i am free by the power of the Holy Spirit..
AH LING! u nv do ur forefit leh! wa lau.. not fair!

Sunday:
today woke up from a really like somhow wierd dream... hahas... i was like blur blur de.. but when i think of it... i rmb... u were in it... lol
finally lar.. lol... than i came online and like check my mails and stuff...
ppl if u hear the music at my blog and if u find it nice Go thank Madeleine Phua Shi Yun!
even if u dun find it nice Go thank Madeleine Phua Shi Yun thank her for there is music on my blog.. lol

wa lau... dunno wat happen to my com lar... cannot change back to normal font... LOL... my com ke siao liao... lol aiya nvm...ltr going to church to meet ade for my discipleship lessons..than ltr going out with yang qing aka jonathon to play soccer... lol... i learn from ade de is adious seneorita(goodbye miss) and adious seneor(goodbye mr)...LOL

2006-10-13T06:04:00.000-07:00

today was pretty nice... hahas... phew! i just passed my history mcq 5/10 was pretty disappointed. hahas... the funny thing was i actually passed my chinese.. lol.. for the first time in my sec skool life.. i passed my chinese! whoo! from 40++ to 60++ LOL! i was like wahahas!! lol

hahas jiani!... u have to pay for ur bett... muwahahas... and keep to wat u said in the bet ar... lol
whoo! so happy... lol.. but mr yong say half the class fail math sia... i think i will be one of them lor... lol.. hope i can get good results and get into A math and extended express... i MUST GET INTO TOP 25 OF N.A!!!
lol...
man i have been thinking of... lol... today was also fun.. i went wanhao's house to play winning eleven... lol i win all clean sheet... lol win clarence-2:0 steven-2:0 glenden-1:0(he blocked my penalty!!)
lol... u muz not noe yet.. for its not the time... sry...

2006-10-06T07:21:00.000-07:00

hey peeps! back for the weekend postings.. LOL.. man! it has been a really tiring week! exams and studying and exams and studying... really make the brain tired... LOL.. today i was like so sad lar.. lol.. man.. wat i have been working hard for has like... haixx... i work hard for my chinese for smth to be kept... in the end it was spilled out lar... and like haixx dunno wat i am studying for lar... but i noe i am studying for the Lord lar.. lol i came home late without telling my mom than she thought i missing... so she went to call sherman... than sherman tell madeleine
than she go tell kok sien.. lol! so cute sia these people.. i went to a play ground near my house and played the swing... brings back old memories... lol swing and swing and swing... thought about alot of stuff lar... than like relax abit lar.. LOL.. thats all for the day barh....

2006-09-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl! calling all Brothers & Sisters in Christ for help..I REALLY WANT TO GO FOR MISSION TRIP SO I NEED HELP FROM U TO PRAY THAT I CAN GO FOR MISSION TRIP AND THAT MY MOM WOULD ALLOW ME TO BACK OUT FROM MY SKOOL EXCHANGE TRIP AND ALSO THAT I MAY HAVE THE DISCIPLINE TO SAVE MONEY FOR IT.. PLS PRAY FOR ME... I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO FOR MISSION TRIP SO I BEG AND ASK FOR U ALL TO PRAY FOR ME!
THX!

2006-09-04T06:52:00.000-07:00

â€œCrocodile Hunterâ€ Steve Irwin killed by stingray off Great Barrier Reef
Australian naturalist Steve Irwin was famous for getting up close and personal with his deadly subjects. He leapt fearlessly on to the backs of man-eating crocodiles, wrestled Komodo Dragons and deftly juggled snakes as they sought to plunge their venomous fangs into his arm or face, all the while keeping up a lively commentary for the cameras of his multimillion-dollar documentary operation. Scratched, bitten and bruised, he would display his wounds like trophies, casually using gaffer tape to bind up a severe bite from a large saltwater crocodile that he had been wrestling in a mangrove swamp. And the Crocodile Hunter understood how his risk-taking made him a cult hero to millions in the 130 countries where his films aired: his fans aped his trademark cry of "Crikey, he nearly got me!" and flocked to his Australia Zoo in Queensland on Australia's east coast."Steve Irwin's all pretty interesting on the telly or in the movie and that, but by crikey, it's great when he gets bitten," he once told Australia's ABC television. "Now and again I do get bitten. But I haven't been killed. And it's that, you know, that sense of morbidity that people do have. There's no use sticking your head in the sand and going, 'Oh, no, they're only here because, you know, I talk well.' Nah, man, they wanna see me come unglued."
They call Australia Zoo the house that Steve Irwin built. On Monday, it lost its star attraction.
Hundreds of employees, many wiping tears from their eyes as they drove past the zoo exit on their way home from work, were saddened by the news that their employer, 44-year-old Irwin, died after being stung by a stingray barb in a diving accident about 2,000 kilometers (1,200 miles) north off Port Douglas on the Great Barrier Reef.
"We're all pretty shocked by this mate, just bear with us," a security guard who did not want to be named said as he attempted to separate zoo-goers from dozens of media that descended on the site about 70 kilometers (45 miles) north of the state capital Brisbane.
Steve Irwin, the hugely popular Australian television personality and conservationist known as the "Crocodile Hunter," was killed Monday by a stingray while filming off the Great Barrier Reef. He was 44.
Irwin was at Batt Reef, off the remote coast of northeastern Queensland state, shooting a segment for a series called "Ocean's Deadliest" when he swam too close to one of the animals, which have a poisonous bard on their tails, his friend and colleague John Stainton said.
"He came on top of the stingray and the stingray's barb went up and into his chest and put a hole into his heart," said Stainton, who was on board Irwin's boat at the time.
from GooglesNews>World

man... my fav guy on documentary TV... haixx... Godbless him

2006-09-03T03:38:00.000-07:00

hmmm hey ppl! the boy is back! hahas... u noe wat! great news... someone gave her soul to the Lord ytd... i so happy.. its lyk the very first person that i have brought to Christ!! hahas... so happy... i have a new sister in Christ praise the Lord man! praise the Lord! hahas... man! thats one saved loads to go... hahas... man... its lyk the joy is awesome... the angels in heaven are rejoicing!! hahas... so happy... one by one i am gonna get them man! For God! For God... is a saviour... and he is mighty to save, he is mighty to save....
saviour ,
he can move the mountains
my God is mighty to save,
he is mighty to save......
forever
author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave!

man! feel so whoo!!! hahas
PRAISE THE LORD!

2006-08-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

hey! sorry for the last postings... i dun feel lyk posting cuz my graphic card spoil than lyk so sian liao... hahas... man! i dun feel myself today... i go jam also no mood haixx.. dunno y no energy... today was lyk cramp man! its lyk a day wasted! not doing anithing at all... just wasting my day... haixx... i am experiencing the most suckiest thing that anione would want to experience! its lyk man! its always the same! haixx... maybe i dun belong bah... haixx... just wanna find somewhere which i blend into... maybe i belong to the water... but i have already give my dreams for the waves for God.. and i am never gonna regret it! haixx.. just feeling to lyk haixx... down? i dunno... lyk i am always L O... haixx... i now i am not good at ****** but yea... haixx.. nevermind lifes lyk that... but its lyk man! just so frustrated! haixx so many times but i really didnt bother but i came to realise that i was L O... i wasnt part of it... i was just a stick out.. lyk an extra lyk that... maybe being alone would be much better u can depend on urself... but i do things by the spirit of God.. but i was also told in the bible that u noe God dosent wat me to be lyk me, myself and I. but make disciples.. to make disciples u have to make friends rite.. lyk getting to noe them.. and than teaching them the word of God... but its hard for me to trust someone... its lyk i can afford to... and its lyk so difficult... i cant... i just cant... haixx...
maybe its just a bad day...

2006-08-12T21:11:00.000-07:00

hey ppl!! hmmm ytd i nv blog cuz too tired lar.. sry ar... hahas... hmmm dunno wat to tagg.. hahas... yea! MAN! i enjoyed ytd praise and worship... hahas... i was lyk phew! hahas it didnt mess up... hahas... but it was lyk yea.. man i made it through... so fun.. maybe this is wat i wanna do in the future a job that i would enjoy.. hahas!!! hahas... hmm.. and the sermon was funny... hahas... and very impactful... its lyk clearing all the questions and stuff in my life... hahas... it was bout the will of God... hahas... i lurve SNL oh if u dunno SNL means saturday night life... hahas... youth impact's productions... lol!! hahas... mine is GOLDfishie production... hahas... so cool... i wanna go rock the house in skool!! hahas!! am i crapping oh nvm... hahs... hahas man...i miss miss chung... she is lyk the BEST math teacher u can ever noe IN UR WHOLE LIFE!! hahas... but she go NUS to study for masters in math... hahas.. all the best!! hahas!!

2006-08-07T03:31:00.000-07:00

HEY!! hahas... yea finally exams are over.. hahas... was quite a tough time through the exams... hahas thank God i made it through... hahas my english results was shocking... i got a just pass 50 last term and i got a A this term... hahas... thank God... hahas.. man i am so happy... i am gonna do song leading this week during cell.. its lyk wow! its lyk i always want to do song leading... hahas... its lyk its my top dream to be in a christian band or u can say to lead ppl in praise and worship... wow... its lyk man so happy!! how i wish i were the song leader of a future christian band... travelling around the world and reaching out to the non-belivers and bringing them to Christ with my songs... man it would be lyk the most awesome thing that will happen to me in my whole life... hahas!! big dreams, small boi!! hahas... tiding is awesome.. hahas i acctually gave 10 dollars during offering... hahas!! crazy me... i feel so nice.. i felt the urge that God wants me to put all that i have in the bag... and so i just put it in... hahas... although i got a scolding for my mom... but i trust that God will bless me in many ways... but he died for me and thats really great... hahas... man... hahas... one thing i must really thank God for during my examination week, last week is during the night before i have my science and chinese paper... hahas... i was studying in the night half way through i went crazy... lyk i cant get myself to sit down and i started panicking... its lyk suddenly i went lyk into a mess... so i sat down and prayed to God asking for his presence to be with me... and than i went back to study... soon i felt so relax and felt than i am even better to study than before... hahas!! must really thank God for that!!!

2006-07-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

haixx... man... today was lyk haixx... the day was good.. i went to watch pirate of the caribians... hahas... the ending sucks! cheat my money!! but it was nice!! still worth the money... its nice for ppl who lurves adventure.... hahas!! haixx wat is needed of me to be a good brother... haixx..i am not good in mt studies neither am i a good person with a good character to follow... i just wan my sis and bro not to follow my foot steps... as in study hard and be a good person... man... but they think i am just lyk being a poser... haixx... Lord... i am sorry i am not a good child of you... haixx... Lord i begg for ur mercy to forgive me... haixx.. i am trying to change for the better y can my siblings give me a chance? man... i really wish to lyk end life here and go to heaven. and join the Lord... but how am i suppose to answer God... hey ppl! this is the reason that keeps me living... God's words are warm... so warm... and powerful... last words!! Jesus so powerful that when he speak things begin to tremble... AMEN!!

2006-07-16T00:55:00.000-07:00

hmm... ytd nv blog... cuz no time to... ahh.. i need to study liao... common test 2 weeks more to go... i need to study!! hahas ytd church was awesome...haha james got a new hair cut and a new hair colour... pretty cool... hahas.... ytd i did something i nv do in my life during church.. its was pretty good... hahas... God was there ytd at church... i close my eyes... and feel someone holding my head... and i saw(while closing my eyes) a shadow with a light behind him resting his hand on my head... i can sense it was God... i think lar... i also not sure aniway its good to share... hahas but i can sense its true... i also not sure... but i really hope it is... aniway it was awesome... and can u believe my mom was scolding me... than she said prove to me that he(Jesus) change u... than i might follow... man i was so happy!! praise the Lord!! hahas... LORD I WILL BE A TRUE DISCIPLE!!!

2006-07-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

today was tiring... i was stuck out side my house for 2 hours... cuz i forgotten to bring my house key... man!! hahas... i had to wait for my sis or mom to get home... i waited from 2.30pm-4.45... man i was dozing off at the gate...i sat there change my shoes into slippers... lol and walking around... hahas... i suddenly felt so hungry so i buy things... but today was fine... just a normal day... still thinking if i shud go for ushering... lol!! hahas... blur me to forget my key... feeling very tired... going to slp liao.. zzz

2006-07-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

hmmm... let me see.. today was quite boring... dnt was wierd hahas!! my teacher was lyk nagging... and me an norman played with torch lights in the science lab... firstly we played starwars!! LOL!! and when teacher saw us norman was the only one being scolded.. lol not me.. hahas!! next i was hiding under the table preparing to scare someone... than norman come see than i told him to keep quiet... hahas in the end teacher saw him standing at that corner... so norman say i am looking at Jianyi under the table... i quickly rush out and pass the torch to teacher.. hahas she looks blur hahas..i than ran back to my seat.. lol!! again norman was scolded!! LOL.. i am mr SWIFF hahas!! during floorball i scored the opening goal!! HAHAS.. but too bad today onli score one... LOL...

2006-07-12T07:03:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome... Farhann dropped his pants!! lol! kok sien pulled down his pants way low than it was expected... man it was down and stuck! whoo hoo! hahas the whole class wa laughing!! hahas well he really got his pants whooped down and got his legs bare!

2006-07-08T23:15:00.000-07:00

man... i wonder how can i make the guy stop pestering me... well.... the bible says forgive and forget... and love ur enemiess... i am filled with too much anger for too long.. heavely Father... come and fill me with ur presence!!! well.. hope she can get a new relationship... but not with anione else accept the Lord Jesus Christ...

2006-07-08T22:58:00.000-07:00

hahas!!! so cool!!
yoyo... hmmm today was cool!!! i got my surfboard!!! hahas... i am preparing to go to sydney to surf!! lol hope i can lar.. LOL...
so bored.. so i just came bout typing all i wan lor
lol!!