Saturday, July 19, 2008
Today!
went church =) i met melody and Brandon in the afternoon=D both sibilings came today =)
shihui came too.. hahas! super cool? hahas! its good to see familiar faces around=) hahas got to know this new guy from Godchasers hahas! his name is kenneth =) hahas! today's service was about integrity of heart. hahas! Brother RiXiang preached=) good job! hahas! even though you say sister nana kanchiong, but actually you also kanchiong wahahas! but yea! continue to serve God fervently=)
i've got to admit that i've been struggling for the past 2days. i really feel so discouraged causing my heart to be so hardened, so numb? =? when i went to service today. i couldn't concentrate on worship. My heart was just so numb, i was getting frustrated. really, it was horrible.. i knew that i sinned, i knew that i forsaked Him. but as i tired to repent my heart was numb. but towards the end i felt a breakthrough. i can feel for people. and really breakthrough lah. why i changed the song on my blog? hahas! for one simple reason
CAUSE I HAD ENOUGH OF SATAN PLAYING WITH ME!its just really frustrating how satan has been playing with me. using past hurts, putting that old mask on my face again. enough is enough! serious satan play times over. i just get so angry and really need God's power to overwhelm me=) i just can imagine how amazing that would be. i really wanna give my all for God and to pursue a deeper relationship with God.
i like the part of the song that says
you stoop down and you made me great cause i was a failure
you stoop down and you made me great out of my sinful nature
you stoop down and you made me grea, breathed life into my graveyard
you stoop down and i got to praise ya!
AMEN TO THAT!
8:21 AM
