Friday, July 11, 2008
Today was a normal day?
didn't do much in school. had english math and stuff? hahas! Wasn't very jumpy and active in the first few periods. Got my mind caught on some matters. Really thought about it. Wondered why? Still going down? man...
getting all dried and tired... God do something Lord. if you do not appear, i'm really dead...
just really discouraged at some ppl i knew chose not to believe in Christ anymore? wondering if i didn't do what i'm called to do? is it that i have to seeked the Lord about this? maybe He spoke but my heart was hardened? i dunno?
really pray that situation will change. just discouraged. people arent coming yet? hoping for salvation in my family? hahas! really want change.. i need strength. i'm losing strength spiritually. i am really stuck liao.. dunno what to do?
hahas!
funny lah! man. just really like all day i can slouch and my mind is filled with thoughts and sometimes blank.. haixx.. really lah very discouraging. But praying for change! change in me to change around me. to cause a revolution.
8:40 AM
