Friday, August 25, 2006
hey! sorry for the last postings... i dun feel lyk posting cuz my graphic card spoil than lyk so sian liao... hahas... man! i dun feel myself today... i go jam also no mood haixx.. dunno y no energy... today was lyk cramp man! its lyk a day wasted! not doing anithing at all... just wasting my day... haixx... i am experiencing the most suckiest thing that anione would want to experience! its lyk man! its always the same! haixx... maybe i dun belong bah... haixx... just wanna find somewhere which i blend into... maybe i belong to the water... but i have already give my dreams for the waves for God.. and i am never gonna regret it! haixx.. just feeling to lyk haixx... down? i dunno... lyk i am always L O... haixx... i now i am not good at ****** but yea... haixx.. nevermind lifes lyk that... but its lyk man! just so frustrated! haixx so many times but i really didnt bother but i came to realise that i was L O... i wasnt part of it... i was just a stick out.. lyk an extra lyk that... maybe being alone would be much better u can depend on urself... but i do things by the spirit of God.. but i was also told in the bible that u noe God dosent wat me to be lyk me, myself and I. but make disciples.. to make disciples u have to make friends rite.. lyk getting to noe them.. and than teaching them the word of God... but its hard for me to trust someone... its lyk i can afford to... and its lyk so difficult... i cant... i just cant... haixx...
maybe its just a bad day...
6:39 AM
